A year ago, we said goodbye to our wonderful cat, Rusty. We are still grieving. My vSO and I both loved him very much, and he loved us. I do not feel the acute pain of his loss daily, but it comes and goes.
Last December, I ordered a daily calendar with 365 photos of Rusty, and it became our ritual to tear off the next page every day before the first meal. We see a new picture and remember when it was taken or a good story about that moment or a similar event in our life with Rusty. It’s both sad and joyful.
It doesn’t make me feel worse when we interact with other people’s cats. And we often enjoy funny cat photos and videos on Instagram and YouTube. Theoretically, I even want to get another cat… but as soon as I start thinking about any practical steps, I can’t imagine bringing one into our house, where some of Rusty’s things still live with us. Maybe one day, but not yet.
Rusty was such an exceptional cat. I’m not even sure I want to stop hurting after him.
Undina's Looking Glass 
Ahhhh …… I know …….
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What a very fine cat he was!
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Your last sentence says it all. Even though I never met Rusty, I could tell he was an exceptional cat from afar. Big hug, dear Undina.
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Rusty was an amazing cat, and I’m touched by the calendar. I loved seeing his beautiful face in your posts. I hope in time the pain fades a bit more for you. He was a beautiful beast and had a fantastic personality.
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The calendar is such a wonderful way to remember the most special boy.❤️❤️❤️
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That’s a lovely way to remember Rusty. He was truly special! x
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There are many extraordinary things that can enter your life. One of them was Rusty, special and unforgettable. ❤️
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Losing pets is crap.
Glad you’ve had a calendar of memories. what a perfect way to grieve and reminisce.
Rusty was one of a kind.
HUG
Portia xx
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The calendar is a wonderful remembrance of Rusty.
I am sorry you are still coming to terms with his loss.
I used to see Sophie, our last cat, out of the corner of my eye right up until we got Jarvis. It was almost like she could only really leave when she knew we were in another animal’s care.
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I’m late reading this, but can totally relate to how you’re feeling. What a great idea getting that calendar even though it’s bittersweet. Rusty was so handsome, thanks for sharing him with us.
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